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Tuesday, January 1st, 2013
3:40 pm - yoheyyoheyyo

reichell
I'm such a loser but here goes. I started a new job about 6 months ago and fell in love with this guy I work with. At first I thought he was kind of a dork and thought nothing of him. But now I can't stop thinking about him and it really really sucks. Especially due to the fact that he has a girlfriend. I don't know what it was that made me start liking him so much. We closed one night together and flirted all night(which I knew was wrong, but did it anyway)than he walked me to my car where we talked and stood for 15 minutes in the cold. Ever since then I can't get him off my mind. I seriously get butterflies and the jitters whenever I see this guy. I loathe everyday because I work with him and it's not like I can avoid him or my stupid ass girly crush on him. Plus the fact that he is super kind and thoughtful towards me when we work together makes it even worse. He's probably in a happy relationship yet I still can't stop having feelings for him. His girlfriend is super pretty and was at the Christmas party that we had at work. I try not to think about him or pay attention to him at work, but then there he is being super hot and nice to me. I've never felt this way about anyone before and it's kind of scaring me. I told only one friend about all this and she advised me to stay away, which I am, I would never want to do anything because he has a girlfriend. It's nice getting all this off my chest and probably nobody is going to read this...but it's seriously killing me seeing him all the time since I like him so much. I would start checking the schedule to see when I worked with him, but it would make me so nervous and anxious to see him that it affected my work. Because of this I had to stop checking to see, so now I just get surprised when he walks in which is still just as bad. I love everything about him, his voice, his hair, his eyes, his laugh, his smile, sense of humor, the way he walks, talks, everything. I make myself sick with self hatred just thinking about him. I'm hoping writing all this will get him out of my mind, because it's the new year and he's all I can think about right now. Maybe someone can relate to this intense feeling of attraction towards someone that you can't have, and can give me some pointers on what I should do.

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Friday, November 7th, 2008
11:12 am - My crush, my lust

brokenwings77

So there's this guy I see every day at college and there is no way I could ever talk to him but every time I see him I imagine this

 

My fantasyCollapse )

current mood: horny

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Sunday, November 2nd, 2008
9:50 am - old flames...

misskittykat21
I recently started talking to an ex of mine again. This morning I was very horny after having watch two seasons of the L Word. I got him on cam and began to talk to him about all the wicked things I used to do to him. As the whole conversation began to get deeper we switched roles as I had him handcuff himself to his bed and listen to me talk about nibbling his ears and biting his neck. Slowly I let him have one had to jack himself off. I talked about how I would rub the head of his dick on my clit and pussy getting it wet but never putting it inside me. I let him beg me to cum. Repeatedly I told him no, while I fingered myself. I talked of slowly riding him, all the while I was getting myself closer and closer to cumming. I talked about the hair pulling rough sex I wanted to have with him, about the way I want to be on all fours while he pounded me from behind and then yanking my body upwards towards him by my hair as I came all over myself. It wasn't until I was actually done cumming that I let him cum. I made him cum on himself and then slowly clean it all off...

There is nothing better than starting off your morning with an old flame and some wild fun on webcam! (That is when distance makes it impossible to have actual sex.)


current mood: horny

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Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008
3:07 am - Hot for Teacher

misskittykat21
You ever had a crush on a teacher? Like one to the point where you just wanted to rip his clothes off and fuck him right there? I have had a lot of lustful crushes on teachers. The high school I went to was pretty relaxed. We called all our teachers by their first names and things like that. And after we graduated, many of us stayed in touch with our teachers. Well I got a message on myspace tonight from one of the teachers I had a crush on. He was one of those really young, ultra muscular types, really cute and sexy. Well apparently this teacher now has the hots for me. Which now that I am 21, there really is no problem with that considering he didn't try anything with me or say anything like this till tonight. But I mean damn. Like it makes me wonder how many of my teacher crushes would like me if we met up now? Kinda wish I was in Alaska right now.

current mood: horny

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Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
10:42 am - Hello

lost_soul3
Hello everyone! I'm new to this community...seemed interesting so I joined. I like to be around folks who could understand my situation. I'm completely crushing over this boy, but I don't know how he feels about me. And I DO daydream about him...usually in a romantic way (us walking down the beach or something). It's crazy because we have talked, we've even had a meal together...it's just that I don't know how he feels and I don't want to confront him for fear that he might run away. But I have to be honest and say that I'm not justt crushing over him..but I'm completely in love with him. It sucks cuz everyone around me doesn't support me in how I feel. But I don't care...lol..

So! I'm happy to join all of you...and I'll update you all on how it goes with this guy and maybe share some poems!!

Good luck to all of you, as well!!

current mood: calm

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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
3:13 am - Minnesing

thomaso
She's lean
And typing sweetness at my skin
Her very touch is like unseeing magic sign
It makes me fine
But she's clever
And as I bound at her
She doesn't let me doing more
It makes me sore
forever...

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Thursday, July 7th, 2005
5:02 am - It's not a crush

1stones_throw
It's lust and a must. I must have her, cause I lust for her companionship. Does she reciprocate? I wish but I think not. She took the number of my cell, but what the hell, no calls no thunder..i still still wonder.

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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
9:40 am - Arrrgh!

caiphus


Sorry people, just thought i would say "Hi" and, well, I always thought i was too old for this "crush" thing but what dya know???

She's great, wonderful, sexy and so.......not mine :(

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Thursday, May 20th, 2004
12:12 am - a brief interlude

mellania
and the chord is struck...
and the timbre fine and pleasing...
and the rhythm begins to build
a warm sensation
as though fire
were being made
between the steel
horsehair
and rosin...

it is a young sound,
and something new has
sprung from resonance.
..piercing and abrupt,
demonstrative eruption;
it is all within our nature,
yet maintains the supernatural..

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Monday, January 26th, 2004
1:07 am - Anyone out there???

_ghostfire_
Well, it seems that no one has posted to this community for awhile... but I thought I'd post something, whether or not anyone out there even reads it, just to get it out *somewhere*... see, I have this intensely lustful crush on my coworker, who as far as I can tell doesn't have the slightest clue about it! So, I wrote this little thing the other night, and this seemed the appropriate forum for it.

It's a little crude (as in unrefined and unfinished), perhaps, but then I never claimed to be much of a writer. *ahem*

Read more...Collapse )

current mood: sleepy

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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
9:45 pm - 06/13/03

mellania
Garment



I am slipping farther,
aware of my slow burial
into this paled gown,
of unforgiving cotton..

Deteriorated, frayed..
what remnant of shimmering satin
threads..
I feel them snap
as though they were my bones..
an outline for the structure
of my dying self..

Do you miss the time?
How quickly it passed
between the desperate act
of rabid consumption,
and the treasured
glorification..
The crawling adoration
of the feast..

Nearly painful..
essential nourishment
concentrated hesitant contact
and stifled, pressed for oxygen..
So tightly bound,
I cloaked my nakedness...
My trembling plea,
a broken cry behind
the heavy trappings
of simple fear..

But that love were made in
couplets,
I could bear the hope
for salvation
in a shared,
higher power..
So temporary is the flesh..
So weak when woven
into life..
I have become worn
and faded by the elements..

If love is made
as silk,
and spun in strands
of tiny fibers,
are my wants
merely a garment..
that I wear upon me,
so that they might catch
the light within your eyes?

If your dreams reflect
upon you,
and I have served as
a distraction..
I would rip myself apart
so that you
could be divine.

M.Nowlin
06/13/03

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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
3:27 pm - Shadow - 05 / 21 / 03

mellania
an old rambling thing.. I plan on posting a lot of these.

***************

I have been silenced
by simplistic discretion,
and left to filter
or to inhibit
the light that passes through..

Is she the sun
or the light from your work-desk?
Does she show to you her glory
through the night,
and burn the nearest to her in the day?
She is shining and blinding
and I am entitled now
to all that she leaves behind..

I do my best to
make you more
than what you appear to be
in her illumination..
I have stretched from below
and reached beyond my
natural means,
to reflect your towering facade
within myself..

You have questioned my intentions,
wordlessly, you have wondered..
Nothing is so simple as we'd
make it seem to be...
But the truth is blunt,
and so to pierce
the surface of comprehension..
I must scar and disfigure
the perfection of constraints
that I have come to adore.

Without the knowledge of
my animus,
you blindly tread upon
the meaning of my heart..

current mood: blank

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Friday, November 7th, 2003
6:29 pm - It appears that pervaciousness abounds!

mellania
I think this community, small though it may be now, has started off with a bang..


the_everlasting's recent post, is exactly the sort of thing that this community should be about, and should feature.

I promise, I will add more soon... probably some older thoughts and love letters, just to get things moving.

current mood: cheerful

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5:45 pm - First post...or something like that.

the_everlasting
I don't know why in the hell I'm doing this,but I'm doing it all the same.
Please don't kill me. (You know who you are.)

My last words before I die...Collapse )

current mood: Running like a bat out of hell

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Thursday, November 6th, 2003
7:25 pm - Moderator says hello

mellania
Welcome to Pervaciousness!

After building this darn thing, I'm about pervved out.. so I'll post something juicy later. By all means, join and confess!

current mood: awake

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